Feeling pretty fucking shitty and under appreciated. I’m sick of being the only one who ever makes an effort with any of my ‘friends’. It’s a two way street guys. Makes me feel like they don’t actually want to be my friends. And I’m sick of feeling like no one wants to spend time with me. Why the fuck can’t any of them make an effort?! I cooked dinner for my partner tonight and he came in, didn’t offer to help, scoffed dinner down, then complained that the pasta wasn’t cooked enough so fed the pasta to the dogs, let me do the dishes and cleaning and then left. And apparently I can’t even say how I feel. Unappreciated and unloved. I’ll live in my own little world from now on; they can contact me first and if they don’t then I guess I have no friends. Screw them all.
